Wednesday, March 28, 2012

To God be the Glory...

   Four weeks and three days ago my little Reese Matthew Bailey arrived a little before we expected. It was Sunday, Feb. 26th and I was scheduled to enter the hospital at 5pm that day. I was 39 weeks pregnant with the fifth and since I had not dilated or effaced any (which was very unusual for me being the 5th pregnancy and the fact that I was very active, having just moved and my youngest just turning a year old) the Dr. was going to do a simple procedure that would dilate me to about 2cm the next morning and then they would start the induction.
   I entered the hospital at 5pm and they got me registered and set up in my room. They put my IV port in and because Reese was being a little sluggish they decided to go ahead and start up some IV fluids, thinking I was a little dehydrated. The Dr. arrived around 7pm and he came in to do the fairly routine procedure. He got started and a little more than 5 min. into it he started seeing an unexpected result. I was bleeding, and there should not have been any bleeding. In his 30 years of doing this procedure this has only happened one other time. He waited to see if the bleeding was going to stop, while closely monitoring me and the baby. My blood pressure begin to drop pretty significantly and the bleeding didn't stop and so the Dr. made to decision to do an emergency c-section. Your read that right and if you follow my blog you would note that this is the 2nd emergency c-section just one year apart. My heart sank, this is not what we planned for. After all I have four kids at home and my youngest was only one year old. I have far to much on my plate to have a c-section. Lord, why? why was this happening.
   Matt started praying over me as he is holding the heart rate monitor on my stomach so they can keep track of Reese's heart rate. There are nurses everywhere in the room, prepping me for surgery very quickly. I tell Matt through my tears that he needs to call my Mom and Pastor Tim so they could get the word out.  It all happened so fast, and at 7:40pm I hear my baby Reese cry for the first time. He was okay, I was okay but I was worried about my recovery. I had such a very hard recovery after my last c-section.
   Everything happens for a reason. They still are not sure where the bleeding was coming from but I am convinced that it was for my good. Had I gone into labor at home and started bleeding like that, well I may not be here typing this today or I might not have my precious Reese. I was in a controlled situation, I had my Dr. right there, the nurses right there and already had one bag of fluid and was on my second when the started surgery. But the story doesn't end there. It could and the fact that both of us were okay would be enough, God would still get the glory but it doesn't end here.
   From the moment they finished the surgery there was a definite difference than my last c-section. I wasn't in as much pain and the next day when they went to get me out of bed, I was able to without as much assistance. Three days later I went home and was able to climb the stairs up to my bedroom in our townhouse. Two weeks later I was able to go back to Harvest Church and be with my friends and family as we worship the Lord together. Three weeks later I was able to drive, go grocery shopping and pick up my one year old son who is a big one year old I might add. My pain has been minimal and my God has been so very gracious to me. I give God all the glory for my quick recovery. So when you are in a situation and worry starts to set in, just remember that God already knows the outcome, and He is in control. He has every detail in His hands and He loves you so much. This is my testimony, this is how great my God, my Jesus is. I pray that this encourages you today.  

Friday, February 24, 2012

It's Almost time for Cinco Bambino

It's amazing how fast a pregnancy can go by when you are busy with four other kids, the youngest being a year old. It is hard to believe that we will welcome our 5th baby, our 3rd boy into our lives this coming Monday. The past 9 months have been a roller-coaster of emotions and well, hormones to say the least. So much has happened in such a short time. We were blessed with our sweet Jeremiah on Feb. 20th 2011 and a couple of months later found out the Lord was blessing us with a HUGE surprise of another son. A few months after that we sold our home and had a matter of about 3 days to pack and move out. We were blessed to be able to stay with my sister and brother in law for five months while we searched for our new home. We moved a month ago and now we prepare for our cinco bambino as he is affectionately been named by a dear friend. Life hasn't been easy per say but I have seen the hand of God all over our lives. This, Cinco Bambino wasn't in the deck of cards that I saw for my life but I get the feeling he is going to be a huge blessing to us and many others. His name is to be Reese Matthew Bailey...Reese means having great Enthusiasm for life and Matthew means gift of God. Over the past year I have learned more than ever that "Gods grace is sufficient for you (me)" 2 Corth 3:5; that "the Lord shall supply all your (my) needs according to His riches in Christ Jesus" Phil 4:19; and "trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding but in all your ways acknowledge Him.." Prov 3:5-6  So when life doesn't go like you planned, don't panic, remember that the Lord of all the universe knows exactly what is going on and He has it all in control, cast your cares upon Him and walk in His amazing Grace! I have no idea when I will get to update my blog again and so for now ...I, Kelly Margaret Bailey, daughter of the Most High God, wife to one amazing man, mother to five and who has tons to get finished in the next 24 hours....signing off..goodnight to all.
ps. the picture at the top is of my amazing baby shower cake made for me by a dear friend :)